<p>My hair is getting to an objectively long point. I don't get nightmares anymore, let alone dreams when I sleep.<br> I think I've chalked it towards my psychiatric cocktail of medicine since I was 14. I've taken them all, religiously, righteously...since that age too.<br> My sleep related issues always acted as a precursor...towards what then?<br> I don't remember, precursor for now, maybe.<br> I had a nightmare, again.<br> That 'again'- the one that only makes sense after sequential, 'unrelated' things. <br> The day before was lovely, it was cool, dreary - but do not mistake that in negative connotation. The one thing I despise more than heat, is when people assume the lack of it means an inverse, worse state. <br><br> The misty rain was noninstrusive, you wouldn't notice it. <br> The sort of rain that can exist, and the miserable people about figure it's 'not worth' to dress for that occasion - of getting a tad wet, it seems I am the miserable one to say, I really loathe those types. Maybe. So, I'll just settle on, I really like rainy weather. <br><br> Much like how I like this long hair, now. I only realized how much it is a love actually, when I jolted out of a rem cycle this time.<br> As much as the nightmare I can't remember, I know that, my hands, fingers, went immediately towards my knotted bed head and tugged, out of desperation, akin to a plead.<br> Yeah, it's still long.<br><br> I settled a bit after the immediate, they leaned into the next, fleeting thought, to which i would soon forget. </p>